So I have started on my application for PhD program I want to get into. I am not sure what has prompted me to do it right now. Maybe I just have not felt like I have been moving forward with my life lately.

I renewed the lease on my apartment, I do not feel like anything else is moving forward. The same old weekends, the same old days over and over. Go to work, work 9 to 12 hours (not complaining about work), get home, sleep, wake up and do it all over. Gee so far sounds like the funiest thing going is .... is.....is...? Ok so what do I need to change? Is this what life is about? The same crap day in and day out. When am I going to take vacation and feel comfortable doing it. Who would I go with for vacation? Hmm I better go and clean the apartment so I can go to bed so I can go to work tommorow.